"On Razor's Edge"

Written By: Mookie

Disclaimer: I don't really need to be Captain Obvious here, do I? No ownership, no money being made. Written for fun, not profit.

Warnings: language, spoilers

Notes: This is an attempt to respond to this request . As of today's date this has not been posted to that community.


"On Razor's Edge"


It was the “botched mission” comment that bothered him the most. First he’d taken it as the insult it was, then he’d considered that there was a bit of self-deprecating humor tingeing the words. Then he’d wondered why such a simple comment was consuming him so much.

He looked over at his fellow captives. Wufei was lying completely flat on his back, hands on his stomach, looking as if he were sleeping restfully. Heero was sitting with his back to the wall, shackled wrists and arms draped over his knees. Duo might have said that it looked like Heero had accepted defeat if he’d not seen the guy in action. When Heero was ready to call it quits he’d go out in a blaze of glory, maybe when he was let out on his short leash with Trowa.

That still rankled, why Heero had been the one to pilot the new mobile suit.

He didn’t think he’d sighed audibly until Heero told him to cut it out.

That’s when the door slid open and Trowa walked in.

Quatre screwed his eyes shut and fought down the hysterical laughter threatening to bubble to the surface. He’d been doing that a lot lately and it sometimes took all his energy just to avoid sitting down and laughing until he cried.

He’d made a mistake thinking that there’d be no changes to face when he came home, or maybe the mistake was expecting the wrong kinds of change. He’d still been at odds with his father when he died, and that was almost as hard to digest as his death.
He wiped a hand across his face, startled to find his fingers wet with tears. He stared at them for a while, tilting his hand this way then that, and rubbed his thumb against the pads of his fingers until the tears had evaporated and there was only sweat left.

Quatre pushed himself away from the wall that had been practically holding him up and his brows drew together.

This was a war, and there were always deaths in a war. He regretted what he had to do, but there was really no other option left.
His footsteps echoed all the way to the hangar where the recently constructed Wing Zero waited.

“Why do you always take him?” Duo protested. “What if he tries to blow up this mobile suit?”

The look Heero gave him hurt, he wouldn’t deny that, but he was going out of his mind hanging out in the cell with only Wufei for company, and besides, you’d think OZ would want to try out their new Gundams with different pilots to make sure any of their soldier boys could handle them.

He’d not expected an answer from Trowa but he got one anyway.

“If something goes wrong,” he said, “I trust Heero will make it through.”

“You’re selling out, Heero,” Duo mocked, unwilling to let it go. “You’d think Mister Indestructible would be able to break free and whip some Ozzie ass with the firepower at his disposal.” He looked at Trowa and snorted. “Of course you’d have to deal with our uniformed friend here, but I’m sure you could take him.”

Trowa smiled at him and shook his head, and it was the smile that made Duo want to punch his lights out. “You’re probably right,” he agreed. “But I know he won’t try.”

“It’s useless to argue,” Wufei’s voice was quiet but Duo could hear the annoyance in his voice. “He thinks this is the best way to take down the enemy, to become one of them.”

“Take down the head of the snake and the rest will follow,” Trowa said simply.

Heero wasn’t looking at Duo, and Duo was sure that was intentional, but it didn’t seem as if he was looking directly at Trowa either. “We’re on our own,” he said coldly. “And as long as we’re alive the battle isn’t over yet.” An edge crept into his voice, suggesting that it was just as hard for Heero to wait for an opportunity as it was for Duo to hang out in the cell with nothing to do but listen to Wufei breathe. Or maybe Heero just wanted to tell him to fuck off. Duo almost wished he would.

He watched them leave. The funny thing was that he thought he should apologize to Heero, and that made him laugh as he watched the door close behind them.

“Hear that, Wufei? It isn’t over ‘til the fat lady sings.”

“No,” Wufei agreed. “It isn’t.”

It seemed pretty clear that was all he was going to say about it. Duo sat down on the floor and tried to amuse himself looking for pictures in the cracks forming in the corner. He touched the wall where he could almost see a bird’s wing where one large crack spidered out into several.

“I wonder what happened to Quatre…”

Even to his own ears, his voice sounded almost ominous.

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